"Self-Destructive Pattern"
Feel the tension of rejection
Bleach it out with the therapy
The confusion and seclusion
Turns it into my deformity
Never trusted, maladjusted
I've become my own worst enemy
The aggravation in my fixation
Keeps it all controlled inside of me
See it all collapsing, it's all around me
This condition is killing me
The isolation still surrounds me
In remission but it