Vacant Sky No Hollywood Ending

there is something i want to tell you if only i could learn how to say it, "i believe in forever". how does it feel for all you watching? do you realize the smile is broken inside. im broken inside... and when the music stops... will my heart keep a steady beat or will it freeze up under autumn leaves and winter snow and summers kiss? i cant handle this, it has been too long. please rake the leaves away and pull me off the ground. i have so much to give, i have so much to give just no one to give

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